


hello.
many things happen this week? haa.. maybe only one mah..
monday ran 2.4 km..
haa.. keep telling myself i must pass..
keep using bbt to motivate me.. haha..
but in the end still fail... 18.44mins..
haa.. got improve lah..
the previous one is 21.19mins bah..
haa.. thanks riz and ronald to acc me run 6 rounds of the field..
they also encourage me.. haa.. ronald keep telling me not to walk..
say if i walk will fall down.. cos he run behind me mah..
running the 4th round.. den jeremy say if i pass 2.4km.. he will buy the colourful biscuit for me..
haa.. another motivation.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT!
went for the my first night focus on monday.. haa.. quite fun..
continue to go night focus on tuesday..
din expect smth happen..
reach hm at 10pm..
no one was at home..
den my cousin told me daddy mammy were at hospital acc xing jin..
i was shock lah..
i din know xing jin was in hospital..
my mom called me in the afternoon .. she sound very serious.. but i din bother to ask why does she sound so weird.. she just told me to rmb to go home drink soup..
my mom called me again but i din notice the call.. so i din answer.. and din called back..
i really really BLAME myself for not asking why does she sound serious.. why didn't i called back..
i cried when i heard xing jin was in hospital..
he was in hospital cos his heartbeat was very very fast..
i am VERY VERY worry.. wanted to see xing jin that night.. but mammy told me say he is fine..
cried the whole night..
keep blaming myself.. keep thinking what will i do if i lose xing jin..
Xing Jin is my only younger brother..
my only.. ONLY!
i can't lose him..
that night was quiet.. without him was quiet..
mammy send me to sch the next day..
she had been talking abt Xing Jin..
she say Xing Jin was worry when i quarrel with korkor..
that also cause him de heartbeat faster also.. (but got link meh? mammy say got link..)
cried in the car when i'm on my way to sch..
couldn't control my tears when i reach sch..
thanks the girls for cheering me up. =)
went to NUH after sch.. skip my science focus.
worth it loh.. i will rather skip science focus den keep thinking how is Xing Jin.
at least now he is okay le..
mammy told me that the doctor say if xingjin faint again.. he might.. .. ...
HAA! this won't happen!
BYE.